Why do I always wait a month or more to post?

So... how are y'all? Super, anyway... I just wanted to say... OMFG. WHAT. THE. WTF.

So yeah, it's been a month, yet again. I know... It's not like I wanted to wait like 100 years to post, but you know I'm in like grade 12 now and I have to do all these school related things before I can like... Well you know post.

Anyway, I got casted into the play "Storysphere" and it was written by one of my friends Alexis Tyller and it is actually really amazing, and I'm not just saying that because I'm in it. It is actually really funny.... I play Zeus so that means I get to wear a toga and I have a beard... pretty self explanatory there.

Besides the rehearsals and the lines to memorize I also have a multitude of essays in which I have to write, usually I get 5 or 6/6 but then recently I got my first 3, and as you can tell as an Asian I take personal and emotion offense to that, I have threatened to end my life about 700 times. Ok, I'm kidding, but honestly... I don't know how to cope with such a horrible experience. So I have my final tomorrow, and I know that unless I get a good mark in that I'm gonna die a lonely and miserable death. I know it seems harsh, but it's like grade 12 English, I'm pretty sure it's supposed to be like... important.

In other news I've gotten my heart ripped out. I made the mistake of falling for yet another guy whom isn't into the male gender. Yes, for the second time in my life I have fallen for someone, and this someone is someone new. I've only liked one other guy before him, so really it means a lot. I mean I have this list, and I call it the list of my perfect man, and this guy fits like 99.99% of this list. [The list is here: http://mindmymales.blogspot.com/2010/10/my-perfect-man.html ]I mean he's perfect, just not gay. I thought I had a chance at first, I'd flirt with him and talk to him, it seemed like he did too... But really I guess it was just my opinion. I mean everyone else said he was, but then at the same time many could see that really he likes one of my good friends. Recently that was proven to be true and now my heart is in two.

So this is obviously not one of my brighter posts, but don't worry. The next post will be filled with rainbow and bacon bits.

Bacon Bits. They're totes nast.